Monday, January 7, 2013
Immediately following the 10,  9,  8 second countdown.
Old habits die hard
New years resolution a time for the renewed the reinvention of you
Quit smoking, lose weight, go to the gym,
Fix credit, dump a spouse, or drop drugs, find god, or ditch friends.
Shop for change a winter cleaning of sorts
Cold turkey,  ax, trash, or burned bridges.
A new better you.
Except 2 weeks later its the same you, with space for new baggage.
True inspiration from within needs no date New years a time for renewal but
Renewal ought to be a daily "New Year"
Friday, December 28, 2012
North or South
Opposites attracted to itself yet far from reach
Double jointed fun.
Two poles undistinguished to the naked eye
Two poles - Dr Jekyl but the Mrs. Hyde hides
Missed dose unbalancing your act
Crouching tiger Hidden Slut rises
Cross dressed and lip syncing for your double life
Go, be merry, bi- polar whore
Love, trust, shit all flushed.
You're all washed up with water from my morning poop.
Two poles.. Nothing neutral
Fold in half and make love with yourself
Broken magnet self absorbed
Faded glory- into a distant memory vanish like a bullet train into fogged terrain.
Then wither away dead plant - misplaced trash, unrecyclable crap.
Monday, January 3, 2011
S for superb mountainous views; 300 days a year of Sunshine.Santa Fe.
A - altitude oh the wonderful crisp air the mountains bring
N - Noise free - Sounds not of honking horns and anger.
T- temperature milder less severe weather and temperatures. Full range but comfortable.
A- air quality- I will be able to breathe again.
F- FREEDOM- from alternate side of the Street parking, crowds, and confusion...
E everything the city has to offer on a less stressful level than NY. Which is probably everything.
What's in Santa Fe you say? Everything that is not NY. My new husband - Ivan Negron, and a new and exciting life! :)
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
Sunday, December 12, 2010
Today I was watching a show called Kitchen Nightmares, by where a world renowned Chef Gordon Ramsey, goes to failing restaurants and streamlines their menus, operations, and venue, in an attempt to reinvigorate them, and change them for the better. The reaction of this one person inspired me to write this entry... The woman was fighting the changes the Chef made to the menu, and venue.. She complained and made it seem as if he actually made it worse. While everyone is entitled to their opinion's on things; the difference was it wasn't her opinion that she was voicing.. It was her oppostion to change; evidenced by the fact that she kept on comparing her newfound restaurant to that of old. I was home yelling at the tv "she is stupid" etc, but in reality i know how hard change can be.
I am on the verge of a massive change myself. My life will change, and I am willing to bet everything on it. Hence the fact that I will have to do everything in my power to ensure i am successful.. The main reason for change? I have lived in the stressful 9 - million people, fast as hell paced city called New York for almost 29 years. I would like to experience it before I get older, I don't want to retire into quietness when I can have it now... The reason I am choosing now to do it is because of this wonderful man I have had the pleasure of meeting. He is my everything and he is in agreement, New York is not an easy place to live in.
What do I leave behind, a stable steady job that I could have just as easily retired from, the New York State Civil Service. Yeah, I know, you think i am a crazy S.O.B. But what is a life worth if I don't actually live it? I cannot afford to go on vacation living here, my job is far as hell, and the commute is miserable. What I am truly leaving behind other than stress? My family, and my best friend... The reason why its ok, is because they know I am doing this for me, so that I can have a happier healthier life... So that I can truly have what I desire.. A happy, stress free (or little stressed life).
That is worth the whole scary ordeal we all know as change.. This blogger doesn't necessarily recommend leaving your job and up and moving (of course judgement and tact is in order when doing so) but what I do recommend.. is thinking of something you would like to change, and make it happen! Credit card debt outta control make the difficult change and stop using it. Your household situation sucks? make it better! Bad job? look for something else, we all have it in us.. its about how much we want it, and how much of a chance we are willing to take! Don't let fear stop you! You never know how much better things could be for you. Yeah i know they could turn out worse... but that, that is a change and chance i am willing to take~!